19/07/27 17:50:38.02 K5OKe7Oj0.net
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And, honestly speaking, to me, it feels a bit more natural to believe that
there might be some hidden something we may not even capable of knowing. If
seen objectively, we human beings are just a mess. But if, for example, we see
the world or life of ourselves as a game or a playground where people can learn
something and grow. I like playing games. But I get bored easily if the
difficulty of the game is not moderate. It needs to be not too easy nor not too
difficult. If the world were much more ideal than it is, and if there was
little room for us to exert ourselves, we might have taken everything for
granted and ended up not realizing or experiencing great things. (I mean great
not in a physical way but in a spiritual or psychological way.) We might not be
able to appreciate great things such as trying to express love in a hard time.
Some important things, ironically, can be well realized and expressed in a very
opposite moment. If a game is too easy, or if the world was too ideal, maybe
there is no worth in spending time on it. But again, the difficulty also needs
to not be too high. Seen like this, I can't deny the possibility that the world
might have been made in a very careful way. (Although, I admit that it's very
tough for me to survive in the world.)